Last semester!!!

So, I'm sitting here thinking about the last semester of college. Am I supposed to be so busy that I just don't even think? Or am I supposed to take some time to reflect and enjoy the last moments of my undergraduate career? I can't decide. So I'm trying to do a combination of both. My lovely roommate and I made a bucket list of things to do in our last semester. In our excitement, we did like three of them right after making the list, and now we haven't done any in about two weeks. I'm trying really really hard to relax a little bit, and just have fun with my friends. Just so you know, its really hard for me to relax. I'm a list person. I make lists, and I check things off the list. Sometimes I even put something on the list after I've already done it, just so I can check it off. Yep, I'm a control freak. As much as I'm trying to live in the present and just let things happen, its not working out too well. Every time I find myself sitting down, and being happy, I have to remind myself that I have NO IDEA what I'm going to do once this is all over. That kinda freaks me out. SO to combat that, I'm praying a lot, and exercising a lot :) I think the bucket list helps me too. I could definitely use all of your prayers as I figure out where God wants me to be, and try to obey Him :)